Monday, 30 September 2013

Lost Kids in Our Twenties...

I believe everyone has that kind of phase in their life that they feel lost. To me, well to all my friends around me that are in our quarter twenties, we actually feel lost. 

Most of all just graduated from uni, got our degree, but, what's next ? Work? eek. Continue studying? eek. We don't know. We actually don't know. The degree that we have obtained, is that enough to make a living? Fresh grad, started working, is that what we really want to do for the rest of our life? Do we really like the job? Do we really want to undertake this path? Hmmm, we don't know. We don't know what to do in life. 

Study, work, secure a job, be a salary slave....? But is there any other choices? What else can we do? 

This got me thinking, what do I want to do in life? I am pursuing a law degree, with only one mindset,  I wanna be admitted to bar and be a lawyer. and then? But I am not very sure is that what I love to do. To be honest, I don't know what I wanna achieve in life. I am pretty sure I don't want to work for my whole life as a lawyer. It is not interesting at all. I want to do something that I love and make a living; and not make a living and do something I don't like at all. 

Why is this happening to us? I think mostly because we don't have a dream. We are too used to the comfort that our parents fed us, no dreams, no achievement, no direction in life. 

Now, I am trying all the possibilities to find things that I love doing, and don't mind doing for my entire life. After thinking for almost a year, I finally know what I love. Things that affect me in my daily life, things that I love to do everyday and don't mind doing and things that make me feel so much happier when I am down. So, I have decided to catch my dream, even though it is risky and also hard. I am making my first step regardless. Hopefully this is a wise choice in life. Hopefully. I just need to pray and put more hard work to achieve my dreams, so I am in here hoping that everyone who comes across my blog, get yourself a dream and chase towards that direction. That would definitely make you feel alive again and help you find your direction. 

Good luck.

love, 
J x




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